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Poetry Spirituality

Poem: Morning Walk, Dec. 26, 2011

Turning East on Hill Street, heading home.
Wind chimes sound along the way.
It blows as it will.  I can’t make it happen,
can’t stop it, can’t tell it to go somewhere else
or keep it from gusting all around the neighborhood,
tipping trash cans and rattling branches.

Above, sunlight traces a too-brief arc in winter sky,
seeing, warming, cleansing, for a moment,
the faces of the just and the unjust.
Here the wind whips cold, there silence suddenly marks its absence,
but the Sun is out, the air is alive,
and I am breathing deeply.

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Spirituality

Ekklesia Project: "Slow Church"

I really appreciate the Ekklesia Project.  So much of what they’re about embodies my own sensibilities concerning faith, Church, scholarship, community, and polis.  Their theme of “slow church” is much needed today.  As one Ekklesia blogger notes,

there is no substitute for the slow, sometimes painful growth that comes through disciplined habits of practice shaped by the crucified and risen Christ.  One does not become an excellent piano player, painter, dancer, carpenter, or baseball player overnight; neither does one learn to become a Christian overnight.  We can’t know Jesus, the Incarnate Son of God, in five quick easy lessons accompanied by an inspirational DVD.  One needs teachers and mentors and a community of friends, and one needs to practice over a long period of time.

….

There are some things, and Truth is one of them, that can be understood rightly only if we understand them over time.  The very essence of Truth is that it can only be known slowly, in bits and pieces that are chewed on, meditated on, reflected over, talked about, practiced and then practiced some more with others living with the same Truth.

Gradually, as we come to know the Truth of Jesus Christ, we may be dazzled.

Amen.

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Spirituality

A Psalm for Turning 45

I turn 45 tomorrow.  Birthdays don’t usually bother me, but this one is getting to me.  This morning, I flipped to Psalm 45, in anticipation of this birthday, and was encouraged by it as a prayer for the second half of life:

For the director of music. To the tune of “Lilies.” Of the Sons of Korah. A maskil. A wedding song.

My heart is stirred by a noble theme
as I recite my verses for the king;
my tongue is the pen of a skillful writer.

You are the most excellent of men
and your lips have been anointed with grace,
since God has blessed you forever.

Gird your sword on your side, you mighty one;
clothe yourself with splendor and majesty.

In your majesty ride forth victoriously
in the cause of truth, humility and justice;
let your right hand achieve awesome deeds.

Let your sharp arrows pierce the hearts of the king’s enemies;
let the nations fall beneath your feet.
Your throne, O God, will last for ever and ever;
a scepter of justice will be the scepter of your kingdom.

You love righteousness and hate wickedness;
therefore God, your God, has set you above your companions
by anointing you with the oil of joy.

All your robes are fragrant with myrrh and aloes and cassia;
from palaces adorned with ivory
the music of the strings makes you glad.

Daughters of kings are among your honored women;
at your right hand is the royal bride in gold of Ophir.
Listen, daughter, and pay careful attention:
Forget your people and your father’s house.
Let the king be enthralled by your beauty;
honor him, for he is your lord.

The city of Tyre will come with a gift,
people of wealth will seek your favor.
All glorious is the princess within her chamber;
her gown is interwoven with gold.
In embroidered garments she is led to the king;
her virgin companions follow her—
those brought to be with her.
Led in with joy and gladness,
they enter the palace of the king.

Your sons will take the place of your fathers;
you will make them princes throughout the land.

I will perpetuate your memory through all generations;
therefore the nations will praise you for ever and ever.

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Spirituality

Roger Olson on Thinking for Yourself

Roger Olson offers some wise thoughts on thinking for yourself and follows up with some more thoughts.

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Spirituality Theological Hermeneutics

Fear, Revelation, and the Global Economy

This is the cover image from last week’s Economist magazine. The cover article offers some frightening insights about the global economy. But even though this is genuinely disturbing news, we in the Church can take great comfort in Christ’s words in Revelation 1:17-18: “Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.”  This, in fact, is the central message of Revelation, the hermeneutical key for the entire text:  “do not be afraid.”  This is why it’s particularly a shame that so may radio and television preachers distort the message of this text.  It’s not about predicting the future of the “end times,” the “rapture,” and so-on.  It’s about patience, endurance, perseverance, and not being afraid when the world around us seems chaotic.  It’s about not being afraid because not even death and Hades can overcome the victory of God in Christ.

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Spirituality

Proverbs and Signs from My Son

I’ve written at times about my son, who has epilepsy and apraxia of speech.  He is a living lesson in grace.  Lately he has been very into reading the Bible — both an illustrated kid’s Bible, and a real one.  After a sermon last week in church on Job, he lugged my old NIV upstairs and started reading from Job 1!  I have no idea what he understands.

A few nights ago, he told me he wanted to show me how to read the Bible using sign language.  He learns sign at the school he attends.  I suggested we try the book of Proverbs.  I turned to Proverbs, and he flipped randomly to Proverbs 3.  He signed through these  words, which I have known from my youth and have recited many times:

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. (Prov. 3:5-6)

Again, I don’t know how much of this he “gets” cognitively.  He can say and sign the words, but for him, language just doesn’t work the way it does for most of us.  I think he understands quite a bit, but just how much is a mystery.  But then, “getting it cognitively” isn’t really what this text is all about.  Maybe it takes someone like my son to teach us the deep truths of texts like this one.

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Epistemology Spirituality

Lonergan on the Desire to Know

Deep within us all, emergent when the noise of other appetites is stilled, there is a drive to know, to understand, to see why, to discover the reason, to find the cause, to explain.  Just what is wanted, has many names.  In what precisely it consists, is a matter of dispute.  But the fact of inquiry is beyond all doubt.  It can absorb a man.  It can keep him for hours, day after day, year after year, in the narrow prison of his study or laboratory.  It can send him on dangerous voyages of exploration.  It can withdraw him from other interests, other pursuits, other pleasures, other achievements.  It can fill his waking thoughts, hide him from the world of ordinary affairs, invade the very fabric of his dreams.  It can demand endless sacrifices that are made without regret though there is only the hope, never a certain promise, of success.

— Bernard Lonergan, Insight

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Spirituality

Evolution and the Praise of God

Now this looks interesting.

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Spirituality

My Trip to Atlantic City

Last weekend I was in Atlantic City to give a talk on cybersecurity and computer crimes law at the annual convention for New Jersey State Prosecutors.  My wife came along so we could get away for a day.

I want to say that I don’t “get” Atlantic City.  It’s the cheesiest place on the East Coast, and it doesn’t seem to possess any sense of irony about its cheese factor.  In one of the shops at the Taj, there’s a classic quote stenciled on the wall from Donald Trump:  “You have to think anyway, so why not think big?”  Um… yeah.

All of this over-the-topness can be fun, and indeed my wife and I had a nice time walking the boardwalk, gawking at the Jersey Shore most of the world knows, only an hour down the Parkway from our beloved and peaceful vacation spot of Long Beach Island.

The layer of reality just beneath the facades of such a place, of course, can also look quite sad.  There are the folks parked at the slots, many of them senior citizens, pressing the “bet” button over and over and over with glazed expression.  There are the slots themselves, which are so automated that bettors don’t even need to insert quarters and pull a lever — you buy electronic credits and push a button until your credits are gone.  (I did try it — $15, gone in ten minutes, and that was it).  There are the young people wearing “Jen’s Bachelorette Bash 2011” T-shirts, wanting to play high-rolling let-it-ride party girls, but mostly looking tired, lost, and lame.  The are legions of regular working people, black and white and Asian and Latino, who by their rumpled dress and manners seem nothing at all like the spiffy dandies flashing smoky, knowing grins towards the ad agency’s cameras in the Casino billboards along the Boardwalk.

It’s tempting to play a class card when visiting such a place.  My class of person, so I’d like to think, might dip into AC once in a while just to revel in the irony of it all, but we quickly come back up to Bergen County and shower it off.  But I came away feeling a solidarity with these crowds.  It would be an interesting place, I said to my wife, to plant a church.

What I felt underneath the thin veneer of faux opulence was a longing for community and love.  The god of the Taj is the god of this age:  the god money-sex-pleasure-bling.  This is a stern, impersonal god, whose promises are lies, who always, sooner or later, leaves his worshipers alone and abandoned, sacrificial victims for new generations of acolytes.  At the Taj, in AC, money-sex-pleasure-bling shows himself openly.  Up in Bergen, out on LBI, there are churches and families and institutions and healthy pursuits that help keep him at bay.  But he is there, too, in the cracks and shadows, often flashing violently through those churches and families and institutions and pursuits, threatening to burn them to cinders.  His is the kingdom dismantled by the cross and resurrection of Christ and against which the community of the Church is called to prevail.

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Spirituality Theology

This I Believe

I had to write a short “This I Believe” statement for a wonderful “Seminar on Mission” that I’m participating in at Seton Hall’s main campus.   My statement is way too theological-ish.  It was interesting, though, how many of the participants structured their statements in reference the Creed, as I did:

I believe in the God who is in His undivided essence the fullness of every perfection.  He is fully good; fully merciful; fully holy; fully just; fully beautiful; fully wise; fully love; all of these, without division, without lack, without tension or contradiction – “simple,” and complete.

I believe the God of perfection is the Triune God.  He is Father, Son, and Spirit, three persons in one essence, undivided yet distinctly personal, coinhering in each other in the perichoretic dance of eternal fellowship.

I believe in creation.  The God of perfection and Trinitarian relationality created a universe that flows from, but is distinct from, His own nature and being.  Goodness, mercy, holiness, justice, beauty, wisdom and love inhere in the fabric of the cosmos because the cosmos is the craftwork of the Divine logos.  The logic of creation is a word of blessing imbued with a Divine origin — “God saw all that he had made, and it was very good” (Gen. 1:31) – and a word of promise imbued with a Divine future – “So that God may be all in all” (1 Cor. 15:28).  And the adamah, the human creature, is imbued with the Divine neshemah the “breath of life,” breathed by the Divine ruach, the Spirit that “was hovering over the waters” of primeval chaos before structuring life (Gen. 1:2; 2:7).

I do not “believe” in evil, or sin, or death, though I know they threaten the creation God called “very good,” not least the adamah who can choose or not choose the good.  Evil, sin and death are nothing – no “thing” – no kind of essence or being in the ontology of the very good creation of God.  Yet evil, sin and death invade, deprive, corrupt, distort, and we of the adamah participate in its deprivations continually.

I believe in revelation, incarnation and redemption.   The God who in His essence is transcendent of creation and thus unknowable is immanent in creation in His energies, and therefore can in a manner be known.  The same God has disclosed Himself – “I am that I am” (Exodus 3:14) – and called a community of justice and redemption in Israel.  And the same God, the very Logos, who created, entered into the suffering of creation as a human peasant and took on all the power of evil, sin and death as a suffering servant executed by an imperial power.

I believe in resurrection.  The Christ who suffered and died on the cross rose again, defeating evil, sin and death.  By the power of his victory all of creation will be renewed.  The creating Logos who is also the suffering Christ who is also the victorious Christ will pronounce the final verdict by which all that could threaten the very goodness of creation will be banished forever (Rev. 20:11-15), and every tear will be wiped away from the eyes of his people (Rev. 21:4).

I believe that in this time in between times, the life of a teacher and scholar is a life in participation in grace.  It is ideally a life of participation in goodness, mercy, holiness, beauty, wisdom, justice, love, a product of the Divine energies, a breath of Divine spirit, a vehicle of redemption.